I feel better

It's been rough at home with my hubby, we're both hurt emotionally and want to heal but it's hard. When we try to talk about it it turns into an argument... we can't even talk in person. I wait until he's gone to call him and talk, this sucks.

I've been trying to get in touch with old friends and catch up on how they are doing. Seems to help to reach out to others and see that you aren't alone in troubles of life, marriage and family. I went to see a social worker as part of my preop requirements for surgery... it was a good conversation. She asked about my goals and aspirations and what I looked forward to. Seems that somewhere along the stresses of life I had forgotten those things. Just remembering and talaking about them and how they will be happening gave me goose bumps... I can't wait. I was advised to get a hobby, but I'm not sure what it should be. I don't want to hurt my hands by some repetitive motion like knitting but I do want to bring out my creative side. Any ideas??

Getting Started

Well after all the jokes Kevin makes of Bean for blogging I never thought I would be doing this.... yet here I am. I guess it comes to a point were you just want to share with the world your thoughts without being interrupted or it being held against you. I always feel like everyone deserves to be respected even if I don't agree with what they say and they respect me. Seems that I've been holding back from sharing with those physically around me. I look forward to getting different thoughts off of my mind and maybe sharing frustrations, curiosities, bad spelling, random thoughts and new learning adventures. Que sera sera